https://www.newgon.net/wiki/index.php?title=Testimony:_BoyLover.net&feed=atom&action=historyTestimony: BoyLover.net - Revision history2024-03-28T14:38:55ZRevision history for this page on the wikiMediaWiki 1.41.0https://www.newgon.net/wiki/index.php?title=Testimony:_BoyLover.net&diff=2689&oldid=prevRez at 11:31, 11 December 20082008-12-11T11:31:56Z<p></p>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*:I truly Love Boys, and never meant any harm. As a small boy, and into my twenties, I had sexual affairs with older men. I wasn't harmed by them. I was harmed by the pseudo-religious-intellectuals that have a hankering for dictating moral policy to the world, and other people who love to get into other peoples personal business.</div></td><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*:I truly Love Boys, and never meant any harm. As a small boy, and into my twenties, I had sexual affairs with older men. I wasn't harmed by them. I was harmed by the pseudo-religious-intellectuals that have a hankering for dictating moral policy to the world, and other people who love to get into other peoples personal business.</div></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*:I am familiar with these sorts of relationships first hand, and here is a personal note, for whatever it's worth: I was seven years old when my mother met my stepfather. We were very poor. They married when I was eight. She married him to get to his money, which she took liberal advantage of without any objection from him what-so-ever. I benefited enormously from that. Of course, he married her to get to me, which he took liberal advantage of without any objection form her what-so-ever. I benefited enormously from that as well -- it was entirely consensual (and please, please don't try to tell me I couldn't consent) and frankly, one hell of a good time for years.</div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>*:I am familiar with these sorts of relationships first hand, and here is a personal note, for whatever it's worth: I was seven years old when my mother met my stepfather. We were very poor. They married when I was eight. She married him to get to his money, which she took liberal advantage of without any objection from him what-so-ever. I benefited enormously from that. Of course, he married her to get to me, which he took liberal advantage of without any objection form her what-so-ever. I benefited enormously from that as well -- it was entirely consensual (and please, please don't try to tell me I couldn't consent) and frankly, one hell of a good time for years. Would they all go like that? Not under my proposal, because as soon as they married he would have had a custodial relationship with me, and bang, no sexual contact would have been allowed. So what would he have done? Probably not married my mom; probably simply remained friends with us and certainly remained very supportive, which we desperately needed. The only real difference would be in the facade -- my mom would have been free to find a real lover and the entire situation could have been more open and honest. At no point did he 'abuse' or hurt me, and at no point did my mother abrogate her responsibility to me -- she was constantly (to the point of annoyance) making sure I was ok with everything. She was simply a 'free spirit' as it was once called who - like many of her friends - believed in 'free love'. OK, so perhaps she was a little naive in that, but nothing in life is certain, and I'd much rather have freedom with a chance for some harm, than total safety in a police-state, with no chance for growth, fun or, yes, orgasms. </div></td></tr>
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</table>Rezhttps://www.newgon.net/wiki/index.php?title=Testimony:_BoyLover.net&diff=2688&oldid=prevRez at 11:31, 11 December 20082008-12-11T11:31:26Z<p></p>
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</table>Rezhttps://www.newgon.net/wiki/index.php?title=Testimony:_BoyLover.net&diff=1688&oldid=prevRez at 21:59, 10 October 20082008-10-10T21:59:47Z<p></p>
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</table>Rezhttps://www.newgon.net/wiki/index.php?title=Testimony:_BoyLover.net&diff=1686&oldid=prevRez: BoyLover.net moved to Testimony: BoyLover.net2008-10-10T21:59:00Z<p><a href="/wiki/BoyLover.net" class="mw-redirect" title="BoyLover.net">BoyLover.net</a> moved to <a href="/wiki/Testimony:_BoyLover.net" title="Testimony: BoyLover.net">Testimony: BoyLover.net</a></p>
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</td></tr></table>Rezhttps://www.newgon.net/wiki/index.php?title=Testimony:_BoyLover.net&diff=509&oldid=prevDaniel at 17:50, 15 May 20082008-05-15T17:50:02Z<p></p>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">2. </del>yes i have a positive sexual experience no the trust didnt go away</div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">*:</ins>yes i have a positive sexual experience no the trust didnt go away yes he had our best interest in mind no i didnt...well i kinda did and thats why i kept it and him secret hell yeah i wanted it <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">all i can say is he was always there for me and the only one who was. </ins></div></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>yes he had our best interest in mind</div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>no i didnt...well i kinda did and thats why i kept it and him secret </div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div>hell yeah i wanted it</div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br></td><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">all i can say is he </del>was <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">always there for </del>me and <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">the only one who was</del>.</div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">*:My 1st sexual contact </ins>was <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">with a boy about 13 and </ins>me <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">5 & 1/2, </ins>and <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">let me say that it turned me into a toddler gigilo. Loved it all</ins>.</div></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br></td><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">3. </del>My <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">1st </del>sexual <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">contact </del>was with <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">a boy about 13 </del>and <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">me 5 & 1/2, </del>and <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">let me say that </del>it <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">turned me into a toddler gigilo. Loved </del>it <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">all</del>.</div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">*:</ins>My <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">first </ins>sexual <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">experince was when I </ins>was <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">10 and the guy I had it </ins>with <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">was around 29 or 30. It was wonderful and I remember is all to this day. He was kind </ins>and <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">caring </ins>and <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">I wanted </ins>it <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">and loved </ins>it.</div></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">4</del>. <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">My first </del>sexual <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">experince </del>was when I was <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">10 </del>and the <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">guy </del>I <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">had </del>it with was <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">around 29 </del>or <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">30</del>. <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">It </del>was <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">wonderful </del>and I <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">remember is all </del>to <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">this day</del>. <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">He </del>was <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">kind </del>and <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">caring </del>and I wanted <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">it </del>and <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">loved it</del>.</div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">*:As one who has had the experience of having an intimate love relationship with an adult male when I was 12 years old, I can speak from practical experience, rather than conjecture. Was it against the law for my music teacher and me to enter into a sexual relationship? Yes. Did that stop us? No. Many of you who wrote that a boy's sexual awareness comes at different ages is true</ins>. <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">But the comment that boys don't know what they are doing or do not understand the implications of </ins>sexual <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">interaction with an adult is not completely true. It depends on the boy and at what age he sexually matures. I was definitely aware of my sexuality at age 5. I started masturbating on a regular basis at age 9. By the time I </ins>was <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">12, I was MORE than ready for a sexual relationship. I wanted my music teacher as much as he wanted me. Of course, it was a willing and consensual relationship. And of course, because of AoC laws, we unfortunately had to go to great lengths to keep the relationship a secret. He wasn't thinking of jail, nor was I thinking of juvenile detention or being taken from my parents </ins>when <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">my teacher and </ins>I <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">first kissed. We rejoiced in the love we found. All I was thinking was how my heart </ins>was <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">soaring </ins>and <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">how thankful I was that my sexual desire was reciprocated. I willingly and lovingly surrendered my virginity to him. He was a very loving, caring, considerate, romantic lover. No boy my age would have had my best interest at heart, or would have been as terrific a lover. Our sexual intimacy added greatly to </ins>the <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">quality of my life. For that </ins>I <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">am forever grateful. (and for never being found out) Yes, having sex with a boy is illegal. But many of you have said "laws be damned" when </ins>it <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">came to the reality of sexual intimacy </ins>with <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">your child lover. As a boy, I had the same reaction. For me and my teacher/lover, LOVE triumphed over guilt, shame and AoC laws […] I </ins>was <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">never abused </ins>or <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">molested by a family member. I grew up in a family that was very loving, and demonstrable with their affection</ins>. <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">My mother had a very open and liberated outlook on sex, and childhood sexuality. Yes, I </ins>was <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">blessed to have come from a loving environment. That certainly contributed to my self-confidence, self-worth </ins>and <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">self-esteem. I was never made to feel that sex was dirty or shameful. Nor was </ins>I <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">made </ins>to <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">feel ashamed of my sexuality</ins>. <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">My mother </ins>was <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">a single parent, so I only had one parent growing up. But she did her best for her son, and I will forever be grateful for her love, guidance </ins>and <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">wisdom. BTW, having parental approval </ins>and <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">support in any adult/child relationship is very important. My mother always told me to follow my heart. When I told her that </ins>I wanted <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">this relationship, she talked with my teacher to make sure his motives were genuine and sincere, and that he had my best interest at heart. (which he did) Not only did I have my mother's approval at 12 to enter into an adult/child homosexual relationship with my teacher, I had her support </ins>and <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">encouragement</ins>. <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">God bless her!</ins></div></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br></td><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">5. As one who has had the experience of having an intimate love relationship with an adult male when I was 12 years old, I can speak from practical experience, rather than conjecture. Was it against the law for my music teacher and me to enter into a sexual relationship? Yes. Did that stop us? No. Many of you who wrote that a boy's sexual awareness comes at different ages is true. But the comment that boys don't know what they are doing or do not understand the implications of sexual interaction with an adult is not completely true. It depends on the boy and at what age he sexually matures. I was definitely aware of my sexuality at age 5. I started masturbating on a regular basis at age 9. By the time I was 12, I was MORE than ready for a sexual relationship. I wanted my music teacher as much as he wanted me. Of course, it was a willing and consensual relationship. And of course, because of AoC laws, we unfortunately had to go to great lengths to keep the relationship a secret. He wasn't thinking of jail, nor was I thinking of juvenile detention or being taken from my parents when my teacher and I first kissed. We rejoiced in the love we found. All I was thinking was how my heart was soaring and how thankful I was that my sexual desire was reciprocated. I willingly and lovingly surrendered my virginity to him. He was a very loving, caring, considerate, romantic lover. No boy my age would have had my best interest at heart, or would have been as terrific a lover. Our sexual intimacy added greatly to the quality of my life. For that I am forever grateful. (and for never being found out) Yes, having sex with a boy is illegal. But many of you have said "laws be damned" when it came to the reality of sexual intimacy with your child lover. As a boy, I had the same reaction. For me and my teacher/lover, LOVE triumphed over guilt, shame and AoC laws […] I was never abused or molested by a family member. I grew up in a family that was very loving, and demonstrable with their affection. My mother had a very open and liberated outlook on sex, and childhood sexuality. Yes, I was blessed to have come from a loving environment. That certainly contributed to my self-confidence, self-worth and self-esteem. I was never made to feel that sex was dirty or shameful. Nor was I made to feel ashamed of my sexuality. My mother was a single parent, so I only had one parent growing up. But she did her best for her son, and I will forever be grateful for her love, guidance and wisdom. </del></div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">*:</ins>Some time ago I started a thread wherein I detailed a relationship where I was the one at the age of 11-12yo who pushed for an intimate relationship with an older male who was above the age of 18. He was the one who was infected with society's sociological psychobabble until finally one day he allowed me to show him how much I needed him, emotionally, spiritually, and physically<ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">. I was never 'abused' or 'used' and I was never manipulated into doing anything against my will. In fact I was a very willful child and pretty much did as I wanted, within reason. I had many boy lovers my own age and older and even younger growing up. It was the older male I craved...when finally I made it happen</ins>.</div></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">BTW, having parental approval and support in any adult/child relationship is very important. My mother always told me to follow my heart. When I told her that I wanted this relationship, she talked with my teacher to make sure his motives were genuine and sincere, and that he had my best interest at heart. (which he did) Not only did I have my mother's approval at 12 to enter into an adult/child homosexual relationship with my teacher, I had her support and encouragement. </del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">God bless her!</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">6. </del>Some time ago I started a thread wherein I detailed a relationship where I was the one at the age of 11-12yo who pushed for an intimate relationship with an older male who was above the age of 18. He was the one who was infected with society's sociological psychobabble until finally one day he allowed me to show him how much I needed him, emotionally, spiritually, and physically.</div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br></td><td class="diff-marker"></td><td style="background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">I was never 'abused' or 'used' and I was never manipulated into doing anything against my will. In fact I was a very willful child and pretty much did as I wanted, within reason. I had many boy lovers my own age and older and even younger growing up. It was the older male I craved...when finally I made it happen.</del></div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">*:</ins>I was 8 years old when I had sex with a cousin 10 years older than I was. I had the time of my life, and still miss it.</div></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">7. </del>I was 8 years old when I had sex with a cousin 10 years older than I was. I had the time of my life, and still miss it<del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">.</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">8. If you are an adult man, and you</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">are toweling off after your shower</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">at the swimming pool, and then</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">you are starting to get dressed,</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">and you see a 7 year old boy</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">doing the same thing, and he is</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">staring at you, not staring at your</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">eyes but below your waist, and</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">you can see his arousal from just</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">looking at you, is this a bad thing?</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">Maybe some young boys do crave</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">sex with other males of some age.</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">9. “Anything under 18 is too young and illegal too by a law” > better tell that to some of the guys I had sex with at the tender age of ten.</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">10. I started having sex with other boys in my neighborhood when i was 6 years old , the other boys where 15 to 18 yrs old at first, then with boys my own age, oral and anal it didn't matter it felt good and i enjoyed it</del></div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">11. Between the ages of eleven and thirteen, I had an older friend that was sexual with me on quite a few occasions. He was sixteen when it all began. For all practical purposes, I was his syf. He adored me, and he made me feel special. I cherished these moments with him. It felt great, both on an emotional and on a physical level. I never felt forced or abused by him. In fact on many occasions, I was the one to initiate the act, and believe me, we did it all...</del>.</div></td><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-added"></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">Back </del>then, <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">there wasn't </del>a <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">big taboo when it came to this sort of </del>thing<del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">. Had I been influenced by society</del>, <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">I may have looked upon this in a different light</del>, but <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">without an external influence</del>, <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">these memories are for what I believe to be</del>, a <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">true representation </del>of <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">how he truly made me feel</del>. </div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">*:If you are an adult man, and you are toweling off after your shower at the swimming pool, and </ins>then <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">you are starting to get dressed</ins>, <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">and you see </ins>a <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">7 year old boy doing the same </ins>thing, <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">and he is staring at you</ins>, <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">not staring at your eyes </ins>but <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">below your waist</ins>, <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">and you can see his arousal from just looking at you</ins>, <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">is this </ins>a <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">bad thing? Maybe some young boys do crave sex with other males </ins>of <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">some age. I know I did</ins>.</div></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">It’s because </del>of <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">this experience that </del>I <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">feel that most </del>of <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">these accounts are not biased</del>. <del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">I am aware of how sexual a young boy can be, and I know for certain that not all boylovers are monsters, by any means……</del></div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">*:“Anything under 18 is too young and illegal too by a law” > better tell that to some </ins>of <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">the guys </ins>I <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">had sex with at the tender age </ins>of <ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">ten</ins>.</div></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="−"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><del style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">12</del>. I truly Love Boys, and never meant any harm. As a small boy, and into my twenties, I had sexual affairs with older men. I wasn't harmed by them. I was harmed by the pseudo-religious-intellectuals that have a hankering for dictating moral policy to the world, and other people who love to get into other peoples personal business.</div></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">*:I started having sex with other boys in my neighborhood when i was 6 years old , the other boys where 15 to 18 yrs old at first, then with boys my own age, oral and anal it didn't matter it felt good and i enjoyed it</ins>.</div></td></tr>
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<tr><td colspan="2" class="diff-side-deleted"></td><td class="diff-marker" data-marker="+"></td><td style="color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;"><div><ins style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;">*:Between the ages of eleven and thirteen, I had an older friend that was sexual with me on quite a few occasions. He was sixteen when it all began. For all practical purposes, I was his syf. He adored me, and he made me feel special. I cherished these moments with him. It felt great, both on an emotional and on a physical level. I never felt forced or abused by him. In fact on many occasions, I was the one to initiate the act, and believe me, we did it all.... Back then, there wasn't a big taboo when it came to this sort of thing. Had I been influenced by society, I may have looked upon this in a different light, but without an external influence, these memories are for what I believe to be, a true representation of how he truly made me feel. It’s because of this experience that I feel that most of these accounts are not biased. I am aware of how sexual a young boy can be, and I know for certain that not all boylovers are monsters, by any means……</ins></div></td></tr>
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</table>Danielhttps://www.newgon.net/wiki/index.php?title=Testimony:_BoyLover.net&diff=446&oldid=prevDaniel: New page: From different users: 1. My best relationship of my entire life was when I was 11 and the man was 28. I can whole-heartedly say he changed my life for the better. No way was trust lost, i...2008-05-12T00:27:24Z<p>New page: From different users: 1. My best relationship of my entire life was when I was 11 and the man was 28. I can whole-heartedly say he changed my life for the better. No way was trust lost, i...</p>
<p><b>New page</b></p><div>From different users:<br />
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1. My best relationship of my entire life was when I was 11 and the man was 28. I can whole-heartedly say he changed my life for the better. No way was trust lost, in any case a whole lot of trust was gained from the experience.<br />
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2. yes i have a positive sexual experience no the trust didnt go away<br />
yes he had our best interest in mind<br />
no i didnt...well i kinda did and thats why i kept it and him secret <br />
hell yeah i wanted it<br />
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all i can say is he was always there for me and the only one who was.<br />
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3. My 1st sexual contact was with a boy about 13 and me 5 & 1/2, and let me say that it turned me into a toddler gigilo. Loved it all.<br />
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4. My first sexual experince was when I was 10 and the guy I had it with was around 29 or 30. It was wonderful and I remember is all to this day. He was kind and caring and I wanted it and loved it.<br />
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5. As one who has had the experience of having an intimate love relationship with an adult male when I was 12 years old, I can speak from practical experience, rather than conjecture. Was it against the law for my music teacher and me to enter into a sexual relationship? Yes. Did that stop us? No. Many of you who wrote that a boy's sexual awareness comes at different ages is true. But the comment that boys don't know what they are doing or do not understand the implications of sexual interaction with an adult is not completely true. It depends on the boy and at what age he sexually matures. I was definitely aware of my sexuality at age 5. I started masturbating on a regular basis at age 9. By the time I was 12, I was MORE than ready for a sexual relationship. I wanted my music teacher as much as he wanted me. Of course, it was a willing and consensual relationship. And of course, because of AoC laws, we unfortunately had to go to great lengths to keep the relationship a secret. He wasn't thinking of jail, nor was I thinking of juvenile detention or being taken from my parents when my teacher and I first kissed. We rejoiced in the love we found. All I was thinking was how my heart was soaring and how thankful I was that my sexual desire was reciprocated. I willingly and lovingly surrendered my virginity to him. He was a very loving, caring, considerate, romantic lover. No boy my age would have had my best interest at heart, or would have been as terrific a lover. Our sexual intimacy added greatly to the quality of my life. For that I am forever grateful. (and for never being found out) Yes, having sex with a boy is illegal. But many of you have said "laws be damned" when it came to the reality of sexual intimacy with your child lover. As a boy, I had the same reaction. For me and my teacher/lover, LOVE triumphed over guilt, shame and AoC laws […] I was never abused or molested by a family member. I grew up in a family that was very loving, and demonstrable with their affection. My mother had a very open and liberated outlook on sex, and childhood sexuality. Yes, I was blessed to have come from a loving environment. That certainly contributed to my self-confidence, self-worth and self-esteem. I was never made to feel that sex was dirty or shameful. Nor was I made to feel ashamed of my sexuality. My mother was a single parent, so I only had one parent growing up. But she did her best for her son, and I will forever be grateful for her love, guidance and wisdom. <br />
BTW, having parental approval and support in any adult/child relationship is very important. My mother always told me to follow my heart. When I told her that I wanted this relationship, she talked with my teacher to make sure his motives were genuine and sincere, and that he had my best interest at heart. (which he did) Not only did I have my mother's approval at 12 to enter into an adult/child homosexual relationship with my teacher, I had her support and encouragement. <br />
God bless her!<br />
6. Some time ago I started a thread wherein I detailed a relationship where I was the one at the age of 11-12yo who pushed for an intimate relationship with an older male who was above the age of 18. He was the one who was infected with society's sociological psychobabble until finally one day he allowed me to show him how much I needed him, emotionally, spiritually, and physically.<br />
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I was never 'abused' or 'used' and I was never manipulated into doing anything against my will. In fact I was a very willful child and pretty much did as I wanted, within reason. I had many boy lovers my own age and older and even younger growing up. It was the older male I craved...when finally I made it happen.<br />
7. I was 8 years old when I had sex with a cousin 10 years older than I was. I had the time of my life, and still miss it.<br />
8. If you are an adult man, and you<br />
are toweling off after your shower<br />
at the swimming pool, and then<br />
you are starting to get dressed,<br />
and you see a 7 year old boy<br />
doing the same thing, and he is<br />
staring at you, not staring at your<br />
eyes but below your waist, and<br />
you can see his arousal from just<br />
looking at you, is this a bad thing?<br />
Maybe some young boys do crave<br />
sex with other males of some age.<br />
I know I did..<br />
9. “Anything under 18 is too young and illegal too by a law” > better tell that to some of the guys I had sex with at the tender age of ten.<br />
10. I started having sex with other boys in my neighborhood when i was 6 years old , the other boys where 15 to 18 yrs old at first, then with boys my own age, oral and anal it didn't matter it felt good and i enjoyed it<br />
11. Between the ages of eleven and thirteen, I had an older friend that was sexual with me on quite a few occasions. He was sixteen when it all began. For all practical purposes, I was his syf. He adored me, and he made me feel special. I cherished these moments with him. It felt great, both on an emotional and on a physical level. I never felt forced or abused by him. In fact on many occasions, I was the one to initiate the act, and believe me, we did it all....<br />
<br />
Back then, there wasn't a big taboo when it came to this sort of thing. Had I been influenced by society, I may have looked upon this in a different light, but without an external influence, these memories are for what I believe to be, a true representation of how he truly made me feel. <br />
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It’s because of this experience that I feel that most of these accounts are not biased. I am aware of how sexual a young boy can be, and I know for certain that not all boylovers are monsters, by any means……</div>Daniel